Bored so I thought I'd update...

Mood: feeling odd/loved
Listening to: helena by MCR or behind these Hazel eyes
Reading: Uther/ LOTR
Watching: so many...The notebook!!!

Lately lifes been going pretty well. New boyfriend (God I miss him right now), schools over *yawns* lots of relaxing happening. Good times with my friends. Pretty good overall. Laterly for some reason I've been feeling strangely. Its this feeling of soaring then falling. Up and down moments...but theres no happy medium. I'm either or even both sometimes. Flying, falling, singing, silenced, so happy, yet wanting to cry. Its really confusing..what is this I'm feeling. I've never experienced it before. I love it. I love the feeling of complete pandemonium inside my own head! this whirling rollercoaster called my life...its perfect. is this love? is that what love feels like? I hope so...I hope it never stops.

anyways....that was emotional. I feel a lot better though :happy:. I find it so much easier to say what I feel through writing. Pat if I screw up saying stuff its because its not able to organize my thoughts very easily. writing I can take as much time as I like. It works, right?

my friend hanna's grad is coming up. shes leaving grade 8 this year! Yay! shes coming to my school next year! awesome! anyways...I'm going to go for now. Love ya, bye!

xoxKelxox